Yahweh You Remain (Needs Autobiography and Devotional)


Yahweh You Remain
Waiting by the Phone
Perhaps it will tell me that I am still Alive?
Staring at a Screen
Possibly it will let this weary Heart have Hope Again?
Even if she Goes
Even if better if she Stays
It won’t be my first Day without the Sun
It won’t be my first Walk all through the Rain
It won’t be my first Dinner across from an Empty Chair
It won’t be my last Dance on my Kitchen Floor just holding Air
But even if she Goes
But even better is she Stays
Yahweh you Remain
Yahweh you Remain
Waiting by this Hospital Room
Perhaps it will tell me that I one more Day to Smile?
Hoping that once again this Green Line will Beep
Possibly it will let this weary Heart have another night of weary Sleep?
Even if she Goes
Even if better if she Stays
It won’t be my first Day without the Sun
It won’t be my first Walk all through the Rain
It won’t be my first Dinner across from an Empty Chair
It won’t be my last Dance on my Kitchen Floor just holding Air
But even if she Goes
But even better is she Stays
Yahweh you Remain
Yahweh you Remain
But even if life presses me in until a Diamond Heart is Found
But even if the sky falls down all over this Debtor’s Town
Even if every one that ever knew my White Stone Name
Even if every one that made the monster’s under my bed to go Away
Even if they Go
Even better if they Stay
Yahweh you Remain
Yahweh you Remain

Prayer for Those Who Keep Hope That Yahweh Remains

Unchanging Creator, We ask that you be our Center
We must have a Fixed Object upon which we can Focus our Gaze
We can’t stand without your Steady when we are Spinning from the Changes of our Days
We need a Compass that will leads us Home when we have Lost our Way
We are seeking a Northern Star to follow when we are tossed about in the Sea
We can’t fly anywhere but the Darkest Space without our Gravity to keep us Safe
We are the Grass that Withers and the Soul Lights that Fade
We are but a Season of Flowers that will no longer Bloom if the Summer is Delayed
We are Fragile and we are Dizzy and we are Blown Away by our Fears without You
Please be the Aleph and the Tav, The One Who Never Began but Always Remains

“God is not a man who lies, or a son of man who changes his mind! Does He speak and then not do it, or promise and not fulfill it?” Numbers 23:19

Resource: Book “Sabbath” by Dan Allender
"God of All My Days" by Casting Crowns

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